Very new to being indigo. My story...

Well, lets see... where do I begin. My mother and my friends over the years have all gone to see psychics. And in every discussion my name and indigo are always together. In earlier years my name was associated with special abilities, able to see things others couldn't.

My very first memory ever was of my mother pulling off the side of a road, and changing my diaper. Even though I could not speak to her, I knew what she was saying to me. I was about 8 mo. old. I have always been different. I remember screaming and hiding in the night because spirits like me to know they were around. I have always seen angels too. It really cracks me up when I hear about people seeing angels and how beautiful their faces are. They dont have faces. Nor do they have wings or long flowing robes. They are pure energy, white light. They scared me when i was young too, I didn't know what they were.Now, back to me.

I hated school, and school hated me. I have a photographic memory, and a genius IQ. My math teachers marveled at my ability to comprehend algebra at a 6thgrade level, and my inability to do homework. My response was always "why practice something you know?" So, at 9th grade I dropped out of school. And proceeded to learn by myself. At my time in school, ADD and ADHD was not around. So, I was labled as problem even though the only trouble I was in was not doing my homework.

I am always calm. I dont get angry. It's a wasted emeotion. I hate that people are always one uping each other... ego's kill me. I dont have one. I am agnostic. I bedlieve in a higher power and I believe in the abilty to talk to it anywhere. I believe in supreme love. My only goal in life is to be happy. I have no desire for anythingbig or expensive.

My goal here is to find others like me... Oh, and BTW on all the indigo tests I only answered no to being born after 1992, or 1974. I am 34. I ansered yes to everything else. I would love to meet others like me.

Hi there

Unlike yourself I do get angry and frustrated (or have should I say), at the state of the world. However, thats where our dis-similarities end. School wasn't important to me, there was always something more in the world that had more meaning. I never fitted in at school because i was very different, and I knew I was, and like yourself, my IQ is very high.

If I had to think back to my earliest memory it would be seeing things in my room, and being told it wasn't real.

For some of us, life has been very very difficult, don't know about you. I have a friend who has particularly had a very difficult time, (if you see this post the you know the light is there).

You seem very positive which is very good, you need to channel all that, (maybe you know that already).

you are quite right in your thinking, there is a higher power, and it is all around, but there is also darkness and we must protect ourselves and the world from it. that is the goal/mission.

You take very good care and blessings to you

Nikki

Hi Eileen, and Hi to you, too, Nikki! :)

Just dropping and had to say Hi.

I believe people see what they are open to seeing. For some, seeing pure energy wouldn't make a lot of sense. So, they need to see a face. And wings. This is their interpretation of what an angel is, and so, for them, that's what is presented.

I just wrote an article that states it quite well: The Heart will understand the Source, regardless of its clothing.

It's nice to meet you, Eileen. And it's great to talk with you again, Nikki!!

You both take care,

Sara

Angels are the consiousness of the Planets. For so long after i connected with the angelic realm, i wondered what they were. i think the whole beauty and wings BS may come from the fact they sometimes portray themselfs in certain ways in your mind. I see what you see, but before i could see them, they would come to me in my mind as the most beautiful beings ive ever seen.